So I was about to sleep
When I heard my mum and dad talking
Then suddenly mum called my brother for help
And she sounded so helpless
So I came out and saw Dad holding his phone up
And mum trying to reach for it
It's 3 in the morning
I quickly woke my brother up
And a moment of clarity came

My father has been updating his other woman
They were planning on it together
For Dad to slowly break it up with Mum
So that they can be together.

I know that other people has it much worse but does that mean that I'm not allowed to hurt more?
This is not pride, like what you said.
Does that mean that I'm not allowed to hurt at all because what I'm feeling is shallow compared to others?

But it doesn't change the fact that we have what we have.

No more pain
No more crying
No more heartaches
No more shouting
No more breaking of furniture

No more family.

But there wasn't a family to begin with.
Now I wonder if it was all fake while growing up.
Did they love me at all?
Or was it both selfish acts?
Or maybe I'm the one who's selfish.

Either way, I wish Dad had the decency to tell the truth. If he wasn't happy anymore with how their relationship was going he could have told Mom.

Anyway, it's none of my business. Let them sort their shit out because I have my own shit to sort too.

Does the truth hurt? Or is it merely reality?

3:18 am

Are you happy?